Baby

I love you, that's why I pushed you away. Because I don't want you to live in a life where your girlfriend has a problem I want you to be happy with your life with someone else that's not the same as me. But I realize pushing you away made it even worse than I thought. I'm so stupid for doing this kind of crap. I finally opened my eyes that I don't want to leave you nor want you to leave me. You're the reason why I decide to stay alive. I love every little thing you have given me. Since I'm really struggling and frustrating though this shit. I want to ask you something. . .