Wondering .

Is this even real ? Or a big joke to me ? For some reason, I feel it's both . How do you know if a person likes you or not ? The first day meant something to me, but then like it feels like it's fading away. I understand he's focusing on getting back into school from suspension . But it's hard for me to deal with it. Everything I said to him, I mean it. But does it also mean that I have to loose him already ? We're not friends or a couple yet. I would say probably in between . I hope everything will work out though, for him . Including myself . Question, Am I doing the right thing ? Putting myself into this ? Do I really like him ? I hate to starts things over with relationships but I'm just hoping it will turn out well for both of us. If I loose him , I guess I'm going in a different direction . If there's a "us." I'll hold on into his hands and follow the same direction with him. I love you my dear boo :) ♥

TheEnd.

-ViviConfused.