It's hard

To pretend that everything is fine with you and I. But everything is fake now, except for the part where I'm always there for you when you need someone to talk to and trust. I may not be the perfect one, but I'm the best at understanding you. If you don't know it, maybe you should give it a shot. I'm not gonna force myself into your arms anymore. Since there's someone that you're thinking, missing , and talking to right now. All is left for me is being here for you. I'll let things come to me from now on. There's no point for me to hold my anger against you. Because you once put a smile on my face and made my day and kissed me, that kiss meant a lot to me. I was about to burst out and cry. Whenever you need me, I'll be here for you. You have a dream in front of you, but not I. From now on, I'm keeping my own truth and hold my feelings toward you to myself. Because I'm not in that picture with you anymore. I still love you though. And hopefully one day you'll understand why I'm like this to you.

Fin

-ViviFAKED