December 26, 2009

I'm speechless, sick, confused, and heart broken at this moment. Boyfriend doesn't believe. Many people told me that I was already before but it was a false alarm, but this time is actually real. Just received a letter that was sent to my friends place. I'm weirding out right now, stressing, and trying NOT to stress a lot or else it will be gone. If he leaves, I'll be heart broken but I may handle this myself independently without anyone's help. It's December 27, 2009 2:41 am. I can't sleep, nothing at all. It hurts me so bad how he does not believe me at this point where I'm really serious.